:)

So, this morning, I FINALLY booked coaches for The Manics, in London! So, now everything's sorted! I'm really excited, I can't wait! Just over a month to go. :)

I'm also excited for this Saturday and next Saturday. 'cause it's been a year since I MET Alex, then, a year since we 'got together'. We've not got anything planned 'cause we've got no money! But I think he's coming to stay round so I'll cook him dinner or something. :)

Happyhappyhappy Steph.

:)

I love my new fringe.

I love my boyfriend.

I love my bestfriend(s).

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oo, so I went to Benidorm last weekend with the bestfriends which was pretty gooooood!
The only bad thing about it is that I missed my boyfriend sooooo much, 'cause im soooooo pathetic ;) I can go without seeing him, but I couldnt even talk to/text him either so i was like 'WAAAAA, how am i going to liiiive!?'' baha! ANYWAY, when we got back, Alex came to sleeeep at mine the night after and the 'welcome back'? hug i recieved was the best hug I've ever got hahah. I didn't think he was going to let go! But, I wouldn't have minded if he didn't. :P

So, my mum and dad have gone away for two weeks which leaves me being all lonely D: Alex is working like a billion hours this first week and my friends are all back at college soon, so no company for meeeee!
..Well, I'm going to the docs on Monday, so I think I might take a trip to Meadowhall, too. :P Then, I get to see Alex Tuesday afternoon for a bit. :) Then on Wednesday he is sleeping over, then, he's coming round for a bit on Friday. :) So, it's not too bad I suppose!
I'm not too sure about next week yet, tho. :) Even though, he's not working as much so I'm sure I'll beable to see him lots. :)

I'm excited! Alex is taking me to Manchester to the Youmeatsix instore performance and signings! Then, the week after I'm going with Mitch and Sam to see Youmeatsix live.. THEN, that weekend, Alex and myself are spending the weekend in Manchester to see the joy formidable. :) busy week!! :)
Then I get to see The Blackout in November! But, here's the bit I'm REEEEALLLY excited about! Alex and myself are spending a weekend down in London to go and see Manic Street Preachers, omg!!! :D:D We got seated tickets tho :( But, then I realised, that I'd rather be seated for this, 'cause it's at an arena and I don't wanna get squidged ;) I'd also prefer to actually beable to SEE them and have a good view of them. I think it's going to be so surreal actually seeing them in the flesh. :) It'd still be amazing to have standing tickets tho :P

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I like to read back through this blog, it reminds me how shit my life used to be. :') and it makes me feel (even more) grateful for the things that I have now. :D
yayayaya.

This is a pointless post. ;D

squee

So, in October I'm going to see Youmeatsix on the 13th :3 EEEEEEEEE. I LOVE YOUMEATSIX.

Then, I'm off to see The Joy Formidable with Alex on the 15th, boooked an hotel for the night and everything so we don't have to worry about getting back. :)

So, I'm properproperPROPER happy today, I've had a pretty shit week, tbf with.. certain events that happened, but, everything is back on track and better than ever. :)
Alex stayed round last night and it was just a proper lovely night in watching films/family guy all snuggled up on t'sofa. :) Lovely! Then, today, we went to his friends new appartment, it's absolutely LOVELY! :) Alex was almost hinting that we should both get full time jobs so that we could afford one, lmao! £550 EACH a month tho, even though it's lovely, s'abit much for me! D:
Thennnnn, we ended up going back to his watching family guy, again ;) and just cuddling up, s'been a lovely couple of days and he sent me the loveliest text earlier and it made me SQUEEEEEEEEEEE~ :3 Cannot wait to see him again on Tuesday. :)

Alex.

Beeen with my gorgeous boyfriend for 8 months today. I'm sososo happy. :)

Can't wait for his gig, tonight, also. eeeeeeeeee. :) S'gonna be goood. :)

things.

This week has been amazing, so far. :)

Sunday, I went with Maria and Kia to see Papa Roach. They are absolutely AMAZING live! Not only that, but Jacoby Shaddix held my hand and I got one of Jerry's guitar pics! :D

On Tuesday I went round to Alex's which was slightly more amazing than usual, which was lovely. Then, we went to see Harry Potter! It was actually really really good, didn't think that I'd enjoy it as much as I did. :) Deathly Hallows part ONE was also the first film that Alex and myself went to watch at the cinema together. First kiss and all that. :3 aw, cute. ;) ha!

Then, today (Wednesday) I went out with a few of the bestfriends. Mel, Mitch & Kia.. It was a proper lovely day until I had to go to work, booo! :(

Then, I've got work tomorrow... Work Friday.. But, I gets to see Alex afterwards! :) Then, work Saturday, but I'm going to town with Mel, Sam, James and maybe Kia afterwards. :) Then, Sunday will probably be my day of rest unless I can get Alex out.. Which is very unlikely 'cause he starts work at SEVEN D: Which means he'll have to get up at like.. 5 D: Bless him!

Theeennnn! and this is what I'm really excited for! For one of Alex's friends birthday, he's holding a kinda 'music night' at West Street Live on Tuesday and Alex's band are playing. :) Absolutely can't wait to see Alex playing music with his band, seeing as I missed it last time and felt sososo guilty. Then, whilst I'm dead on Weds, I'm going to town with mel, kia, sam and james.. Then mel and myself are going to the cinema. IMA BUSY BEE FOR ONCE. :D Love my friends and boyfriend. mwaaahhh. love life. :)

:)

These are my favorite pictures ever. :) I'm putting them on here 'cause he'll prolly kill me if I put them anywhere else where anyone else can see them, bahaha. :)







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Alexander John Harrison, gosh, I'd never believe that when we first met.. We'd be how we are now.. :D Almost 8 months on. xD

I can even remember it all like we were yesterday! :) We knew eachother through a friend for about... 3years, anyway, but we'd only ever talked through text/facebook... So, we arranged to meet up on a Monday.

The Friday before the Monday, I saw him in college.. So, I thought I'd go and speak to him before Monday, yeno, less pressure? I was SO nervous, but, I did it.. and we got on really well :) We stood and talked for about 10mins then, I went home.

Then, we DID meet up on the Monday, before college, we just hung around town for abit, then, we ended up in Cavendish pub at like 11 in the morning drinking shots lmao, deary me! Then, we went to college. :)

We met up on the Wednesday.. Just by chance, really.. There was a protest/strike going on and we were both there at the same time so we decided to meet up, we walked with the protest for a bit, then we ended up in yatess ahaha! There's a pattern forming here. :P

We then met up on the Friday (one week after we first met). We just hung around town for a bit, in Cavendish (hahaha), before my hairdresser's appointment, then, he went home.. After my hairdressers I went to Morrisons with my mother and, bless him 'cause he was so nervous, I got the loveliest text 'asking me out', and, although it was through text and not in person, it was just absolutely perfect.

Then, on that Sunday.. We went to see the new Harry Potter film and after that we shared our first kiss. perfect. :)

Not been on here in a bit..

uhm.
So, I've decided I'm going to kinda-ish go on a diet.. Not really a diet, though, just cutting most of the crap out that I eat... And now, I've got a hell of a lot of motivation because Alex and myself are plannning a holiday together! & I reallyreallyreeally believe that it's going to happen! :)
He's eating healthy/excercising too, we're gonna be so fit ;) hehehe :D
Growing my hair and growing my nails, also, I am going to achieve this! :)

Going to Alton Towers on Monday with mummy and daddy, I can't wait! :)

i love my boyfriend.
That is all.

eeeeeeeeee. :)

So, on Monday, the boyf stayed round. :) & on Tuesday we spent the whollle day together, it was pretty fucking amazing. We've not done owt like that in a while, so it was a lovely lovely change. :)
We watched Ace Ventra and basically just spent both days just talking about shit. But, it's lovely when that happens 'cause we reminisce about old times and such, gah it was too lovely. :) We went to meadowhall for a bit and I bought him that L.A Noire game, cuz im ded nice and all that ;D Then, we went back to his. :) The game's really good actually! I like it. :)

Then, yesterday, I went to Meadowhall with the bestfriends. Maria got me the 'Hello There' Sean Smith Vest & Sam and James bought me some converse for my birthday. What an amazing day. :)

Last night, I was texting the boyf and he sent me this proper lovelylovely text and it almost made me cry with happiness. :) Gosh, he's lovely haha.
I've used the word 'lovely' faaar too much in this post. whatyagonnadoooo.

Mablethorpe. :D

Off to Mablethorpe with Mitchhhhh, for the weekend, in a bit. :)))) YAAAAAAAAAY (L)
Also, noticed that Kids In Glass Houses and Manic Street Preachers' new songs are SOSO similar. :) Love em tho.

Well and truly got the face on.

life?

So, uhhhhh, nothing much has been happening this week, went to see insiduous again, last weds with mel, maria and kia, that was sosososos fun. :)
Alex has got another job.. so, now he's got two, but, now he's pretty much working all of the time, he's always ded tired and stuff and it worries me! But, I also don't get to see him as often, anymore, but, I suppose it's all part of life and we've set aside Tuesdays as 'our day' I suppose and I love that. So, no matter how much he's working, or, I'm working, we still get to see eachother at least once a week, for a full day. :)
So, as today is Tuesday ;) I spent the day at Alex's. It was absolutely, just lovely! Amazing. :)
I don't think I could be any happier, rn, tbh. <3

tinnngz xD

So, lastnight, we went to town for kinda mine & Alex's birthday. :) with Mel, Sam, Kia, Alex and a few of his friends, Joel, Sam, Cooks, Jamie, Steve, Ben, Shaan. It was reaally fun. :) proper enjoyed myself, being with the bestfriends and the boyfriend and meeting new people all at the same time :) Definitely going to do it again, it was a lovely night with lovelylovely people. :)
Loved the night as a whole, apart from the fact that Alex and myself ended up arguing, again, worries me to death. But it's a proper rare thing, when we do argue, and we always make up pretty quick, so, it's not too bad, I suppose. I hate it when we do argue, though, we've only argued like 5times, but, it is horrible when it happens, haha. I love him, so much and that's why it worries me so much when we argue. B'reytt, s'always reyt daft little things that we argue about an'all, never argued about owt serious, which I am SO glad about. :) And we neverever will. :)

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So, I've had a lovely day today. :)
Went round to Alex's and we just sat/laid, watched TV and did absolutely nothing. Love these days with him, full of cuddles and kisses. :3

So, er, I think I've finally got an idea of what I'm going to get Alex for his birthday... It's a few things actually, 'cause I'm proper OUT of ideas. lmao. Hopefully still get to go out to town on Saturday, too, 'cause I'ma end up spending ALL of my money on him. :')

Art exam starts tomorrow, I'm quite positive about it, tbh, not nervous, or anything. :) But, I also get to see my Melmel tomorrow. :D Going with her to get her tattoooo doneee. :)

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I've had the laziest day, ever, today. :) I've been out and about ALOT recently, with college, work, friends and Alex and tbh, I'm proper worn out! So, this lazy day, sleeping in til 12.. It's made me feel a lot better, tbh, 'cause this is the first day, in about a month that I've spent IN, doing absolutely nothing.

I dyed my hair again, too, it was quite orangey before, so, i've dyed it a deeper red and it's gone really nice actually. :)

So, tomorrow, I'm working 12-6, booo. Which reminds me! Alex got a job at Farmfoods! Aren't we the coolest couple, ever?! Reppin' tesco and farmfoods. ;) He's also got a job at City Hall, tho. :) It's his birthday soon and I proper don't know what to get him! He spent so much on me and bought me some proper beaut' stuff and I just don't know! agh!

towwwwwwn.

So, last night I went out to town with Alex. We ended up going to one of his bestfriend's gigs and then we ended up down weststreet. Was really fun. :) We ended up talking, about a lot of things, some good, some bad... The bad was really bad, but, the good was also really really good. I've always been dead cynical and said that teenagers can't be in love. But, erm, gonna throw it out there, I'm in love with him. It's only been 5months, but it feels as if I've known him forever and the fact that he's in love with me too? wow, best feeling ever. See, I'm not really one of these people to type my feelings all over the internet, hence why it's on here and not somewhere where everyone can read it, lmao.
ohohohoh, he also bought me a bag & a £20 voucher from River Island, the bag is gorgeous, I absolutely adoreeeeee it. :D:D:D
God, I love my life, rn.

GOD, I am SO happy.

Eeee. I don't even know, I've just been thinking, recently, about life and about how much I love it. :)
My bestfriends, I love them! We don't see eachother so much anymore 'cause of us all being diff colleges and stuff, but, it's still amazing to know how close we STILL are and.. yeah, We're still obviously ALL bestfriends... Not like I expected it to change, like. I just think it's pretty amazing that it hasn't. I love them, always. :D <3
Errrm, Alex. He's gorgeous, as always... He's amazing, I proper adore him, can't imagine my life without him, he is... actually, my life. nomnom. Yesterday was my 18th birthday, but, it was also out 5month 'anniversary'. :) Was a lovely day, tbh.

TODAY. Went to town with Alex, only for a couple of hours, tho... but, I don't know, sat in the park with him was just beautiful. We went to Cavendish, also, but, I didn't get ID'd! boooo.

So, today... I was meant to be working 9 hours D: But, I ended up 'only' working 7 hours. It's amazing how quickly it went tho.. Never thought I'd say it, but, I actually enjoy working at Tesco. :)

So, er, Alex and I argued last night... I don't even know how it happened or.. What we were arguing about. It wasn't even a bad argument either, tbh... But, do you know what? It absolutely fucking shits me up when I argue with him. 'Cause, tbh, he is my life and it's scary to think about how different my life would be without him. Not that I would ever let that happen. >:D He's stuck with me foreeeevvvverrrrr. :P These arguments just end up in me crying my eyes out and telling him how scared/upset I am and how much I love him, lmao. Errrr, we've argued like four times now, this must and will stop. :)

After work today, went to see Alex. It was fucking fun! We ended up walking to Weston park and just sitting for a while, but, for a bit, we got mega childish and just were chasing eachother about, I loved it, I really did. I fucking love him. ALSO, today, kinda got reunited (through fb) with a really old friend of mine, catch up chats are the best! :)

18...

So, last night was pretty good. :) Went round to my friend Sam's house with a few of my bestfriends and Alex and had a few drinks for 'my birthday'. Was good. :)
Ermm, so, I'm 18 in two days and... well, its come round so quick. :O hahah. I can't wait for it, actually... I'm spending the day with Alex at some kind of lake or something. :) Then, we're going for a meal at 'TGI Friday' with my parents. :) Can't wait for that!
Also, on Friday, BBQ at Kia's and going out to town for a bit with Mel.. Saturday, going out to town with Alex.. Sunday going to Manchester with Alex. I'm so excited. :D

Sucks that we're going back to college next week, really... and that I've got a nine hour shift at work tomorrow... But, apart from that, this week is going to be absolutely amazing. :)

luvin' lyf 2k11. :D <3

11th April

So, I kinda realised... It's only 15 days until I'm 18. Wooo! :D

Got to see my gorgeous boyfriend today. :) Went round to his house and went on a little walk/adventure with him and his bestmate Conor... Then, we got back to his and we watched Hot fuzz. :3 I love how we can be totally and utterly weird around eachother and.. well, just be fine with it? Idno, it's amazing.

Errrrrmmmm, got work tomorrow... Booooo! But, I gets to see my beautiful bestfriends on Wednesday... Hope the weather is lovely, so we can have some new picss! Not seem them, all together, in a while! Can't wait. :)

Josh Franceschi.

OH, BTW, BLOGSPOT. How could I forget to write about this?!
I met Youmeatsix in December last year! Josh Franceschi hugged me! eeeee! I got pictures of all them, but, Chris. :( I took this gorgeous picture of Josh! Ain't he adorable?! :D

10.04.11

So, last night was really good. :) Bar, a few annoying exceptions... :') I had work, which actually went pretty well. :) But, after work I gots to see Alex, who I'd NOT seen in a week! Gosh, it's actually mad how much I missed him! Aaanyway, we ended up going to his 'friends' house for a little 'party/gathering' thing and, well, I had a great time. :) Especially the time I spent alone, just talking any old shit, with Alex, that was amazing.
But, the main reason why I enjoyed last night so much, is because Alex came and stayed round at mine... For the first time... It's been nearly 5months with him and we've never actually stayed round eachother's houses! Haha. :) Gonna make a habit out of that, 'cause how amazing is it waking up to the person you love? eee, cutie.
Even though we both were mega monged out this morning! No make-up and bedhair, booo! haha...So, I've spent the whole day feeling SICK. I was fine, until we got a madman taxi driver and the taxi ride made me feel dead sick. D: Aaaanyway, we ended up going to meadowhall, but we didn't stay long because I felt sick and he had a headache and was tired. S'all good though. :)
I'm proper looking forward to these holidays, get to see my bestfriends and get to spend a hell of a lot more time with Alex. :) luvin' lyf 2k11.

Mother's day.

So, it's Mother's day, today! :) I bought my lovely mummy some of that 'Daisy' perfume, costed a BOMB! Some flowers and some chocolate. :) I'm also cooking a meal for her later, we went to Marks And Spencers and got one of them 'Meals for 4, for £15' It's actually quite a good deal. :)
Then, after I've cooked and eaten, it's off to the boyfriend's house, for meee. :)

~Nobody will everever read this, my blogspot, I mean, but, I like that, it just gives me a place to ramble on about everything.

I can't believe that from next week I'm not going to have a life! I'm still full time at college and I'm going to be working 16hours a week... I might see if I can get it pushed back to 12hours, try and get either Tuesday or Thursday off, 'cause those are the days that I'd usually spend ALL DAY with Alex, but, nooooo, Stephy has to work. :( hahah.

April!

I've not written on this is nearly 5months! That's crazy. :)
It's crazy how much my life has changed in these 5months too, I still have my amazing bestfriends! Mel, Mitch, Maria & Immy, you can't even begin to imagine how much you all mean to me, seriously, I love you all IMMENSE amounts! You're all gorgeous. <3
I've just read back my last post and how I 'kinda liked this lad'... Well, just gonna throw it out there, now, 'I kinda love this lad.' Yeah, we ended up getting together and in all honesty, he is the best thing that's ever happened to me... The other night, I was out with him and I had THE perfect night... It started out quite poo, though, 'cause I was crying because we're not going to see eachother so often anymore, because I've recently got a job and neither of us have much free time, anymore. :\ ANYWAY, the night progressed and he ended up telling me that he was falling for me, fast... And you know, that was just amazing to hear and as hard as it was for me to say... I told him that I loved him, I was dead scared, I thought it was too soon?(4/5months) I was also quite scared that he wouldn't say it back, but, he did and the moment was just perfect, it's just an amazing feeling to have.