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i've done what i said i didn't want to do. i've met this lad online, and he's a pretty cool ladd & i dunno, i've gotten really close to him & i REALLY didn't want to do that, cause now he's on about meeting (he's not a perv, he's a mates mate LOL).. but yeah, now he's on about meeting, im really scared that im gunna dissapoint him.... he likes me for my personality, and the fact that he can talk to me, and tbh i know that i can talk to him. but yeah, scared that when he seeeeeeeeees my fugly mush that he's just gonna go running. which he will do. he really will. :\ & tbh im also scared of going to meet him on my own, i want one of my mates to be theree, so that i feel comfortable.
dunno what to do now. :L