30.01.10

Wow, January is nearly over, already. Time flies, tbh.
Well, I've had a crap couple of days, actually. I've been arguing with Zakk waaaaay too much. I know it's mostly my fault, but, it's how I am, how I have always been and I can't change... Even if i wanted to, i probably couldn't. Ergh, I'm a bit sick of the insecurities and the jealousy, though. But, I suppose it is MY fault. I dunno WHY I am so close with other boys, they're like my bestfriends, though. I would NEVER do anything to hurt Zak, and tbh, I just want him to know this. & He doeesss know this, but yet, the jealousy or whatever seems to continue. :( :( :(

:)

So, this week's been fun. Spent quite a lot of time with r'Zakkkyyy, he's abs great. :)
I'm feeling a bit ill at the moment... well, I wouldn't call it being ill, haha. I feel a bit bad, 'cause i kept getting really annoyed at people today. So, I'm sorry if I took anything out on anyone.

:)

It's been ages since I wrote on this, again.
Hmm, So this weekend was one of the best ever, tbh. On Friday, I went to the TwentyTwenty gig with Mitch, Maria & Kia. It was absolutely AMAZING. Met all three of the band and everything, they're lovely. Sonny is GORGEOUS. :)
After twentytwenty, Mitchell and myself slept at Maria's and we made a birthday cake for Mel's birhday, was a great night, tbh. Really fun! We were bare tired the next morning though, and we had to go to mel's, it was fun though. We were singing Grace Kelly. ;)
Then, that night, I decided to have Maria, Kay, Zak & Graham sleep over at mine, because on Sunday them lot & Mel & Peter & myself all went to London. It was an absolutely AMAZING day. Lots of shopping... Just lots of fun tbh, was baree tired for the next day at college though.
Was a great weekend. :)

15.01.10

Not wrote on here in a few days. I'm single again, but, it's all good I suppose, even though the new years resolution of making a relationship last didn't go to plan THIS TIME. Well, I don't think I'll be getting a boyfriend anytime soon anyway, 'cause tbh, I don't actually really want to be in a relationship at the moment. The only thing I miss about them.. is kissing :P yumyum. But yeah, I don't like all of the hassle that they bring..
Anyway; I'm off college ill today O: boohoo. haha, be alright, I've had my youmeatsix album to keep me company, it's AMAZING tbh, I can't stop listening to it!
I'm really looking forward to next week; on Friday I'm going to the TwentyTwenty gig with Mitch, Maria & Kia then we're sleeping over at Maria's. Then on Saturday me and r'Mitchieee are going to go round to Mel's house, bearing gifts and whatnot. Then on Sunday Mel, Maria, Kay, Peter, Zak, Graham & Myself are all going to London for the day, I reckon it'll be a right laugh :)
<3

2010

Morning, or, Afternoon, rather. :)
So, my 2010 so far has been absolutely wank. Well, I must admit, it's not all been bad.. but it's only been 9 days and i'm already beginning to think it's going to be as wank as the last!
Well, anyway, i've got a boyfriend. His names Tom (it's a different Tom to last time!) haha. He's lovely tbh, been having a few problems though... We keep arguing, and TBH I know it's all my fault, I keep getting pissy with everybody because I'm having a few problems with this other lad, I can't believe that I did what I did, I probably should've left it more time, given him more time...
Bless him, but now it's just come to the point where it's an annoyance, where it's just upsetting me and making me angry all of the time, and for some gay absurd reason, I keep taking it out on Tom. Maybe because it's like a relationship issue? It's actually putting me off of relationships, and it's really not fair, because i'm IN one, and i'm not really feeling too good about it.
So, I FINALLY went back to college on Thursday (it'd been closed Tuesday and Wednesday because of the snow.) and tbh it was great to see all of my college friends again that I haven't seen in ages! That dinnertime was one of the funnest ever, with snowball fights and whatnot. It was great. :')- Friday was also great, Went out in photography (me, Immy & Milo drinking Gin) :') Haha, me and Milo are such lightweights. it was fun though, don't think I'll be doing it again any time soon. :')

2010 :)

Hmmmm. so, i haven't written on her in.. AGES!

well... it's beeen, since... november? i don't remember haha.

i can't be bothered to write about November, really. it was crap haha. December was also crapp. until the end :) Christmas.

-- the Christmas holidays have been amazing tbh. So, the 1st thing i did in the holidays was go to see paranormal activities with mel, mitch, maria, peter, graham & zakk. It was a laugh actually (: even though the film was really boring, it wasn't as good as everyone were making it out to be, it still was kinda creepy though. ALSO, this girl decided to shit me up by screaming reaaaallllyyy loudly in the middle of it :')

--Hmmm, then there was Zak's partyy, that was amazinggly funny! :') was great. funniest thing was when Daniel downed half a bottle of vodkaaaa....... haha, funtimes. yeah then 4 of us (me, mel, maria, daniel) all tried sleeping in one bed, it really didn't work, haha. in the end it just ended up me mel and daniel. :')

Christmas '09 was amazing tbh, it's been the best Christmas so far, actually. I had an amazing day with mummy, daddy and sam. Finally got my iPod, and got loads of other great presents. it's been great. I'm feeling kinda sad that it's all over soon, though, really. back to college on Tuesday.

-- sooooo, 2010 is looooking really promising, tbh. :)

I've got a few new years resolutionss;

-make a relationship LAST.

- eat more healthily.

- dont be so lazy.

- keep up with college work.

- i had another.. but i've forgot it :P

so, i'm looking forward to tomorrow :) i'm going to Town with r' Tommy Donzleee.... :P yeeeeah,.... XDXD!

hmmm, we're off to London soon :) there's 10 of us going for Mel's b'day and i'm really excited!! :D but 1st is YOUMEATSIX album, hold me down. going on a little 'date' with Mitchieeee, to go and get it ;) haha. Then, twenty twenty giggg. then YMAS gig later on the year.. 2010 is gonna be great :) can't wait actually.

1st blog of 2010. and it's mega long ;)

peace out.<3