Saturday, 30 January 2010

30.01.10

Wow, January is nearly over, already. Time flies, tbh.
Well, I've had a crap couple of days, actually. I've been arguing with Zakk waaaaay too much. I know it's mostly my fault, but, it's how I am, how I have always been and I can't change... Even if i wanted to, i probably couldn't. Ergh, I'm a bit sick of the insecurities and the jealousy, though. But, I suppose it is MY fault. I dunno WHY I am so close with other boys, they're like my bestfriends, though. I would NEVER do anything to hurt Zak, and tbh, I just want him to know this. & He doeesss know this, but yet, the jealousy or whatever seems to continue. :( :( :(

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