28.07.09

mmmm, feeling abit down todaaay, feelingg as if one person who i'm supposed to be megaaaa close to, isn't actually as close as i thought :\ not mentioning names coz they might read this, but i guess it all started while i was on holiday causee there was one night where i got really upset & joe sat with me, with his arm round me, talking to me until i was okay, and i know thats really nt much to ask for... but it made me feel special tht someone who i don't even know too well could be that caring for me & then i realised how differently people treat me at home.. and i KNOW they care, they jus don't seem to showww it. & iknow i shouldn't even be thinking about joe&ben but i can't seem to stopp. i miss themm youuknowww & the rest of them :(