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this weeks been crap. i dunno, i've just been feeling down a lot recently. esp last night. i don't even know wha happened haha. i was crying my eyes out for no reason.
hmmmm. recently... i really dnno. i've been thinking things that i know i shouldn't be thinking! haha dw, it's nothing bad. not gunna murder anyone or anything! lmfao. but yeah i keep thinking about this thing... ad i knowww i can't do it. cuz i'll hurt too many people along the wayy. so obvs.. i'm not gunna do it haha! think i need to talk about it to someone actually 'cause i've kept it to myself. hmmmmm...

love my friends alot. really cant wait till dizzzeeee next weeek! yeaaaaaah booooyyyy!!!
also also also. I GOT YOUMEATSIX TICKETS! i love them so much!!!!! :D

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hmmm. i haven't wrote in this in ages!
i love college :) i really do, i've made so many friends and i fucking love it.
im gonna be really gay & list all of the people that mean alot to me right now :) ;; mel selz mitch dave maria kelsey shahbaz immy kay milo graham pete kareem laura alycia chris adam tom abdulla caz luke <3 sorry if i've missed anyone. ahaa..

yeah this weeks been kinda crapp actually. got a week off college, and sofar i spent the weekend at mels WHICH WAS AMAZING. but i spent monday, tuesday& wednesday ill & not been out (N) but tomorrow.. even if i am ill or not. im going out with mel & mitch :)

got quite a few gigs coming upp and im quite excited :D most excited for the dizzeeee one with mel.mitch.kareem&shaun & maybe 1 other person... i dnno who to give my ticket to.. hahaa(: it'll be a laugh anyway.

i upset someone tonighttt... and im really sorry to him.. tbh. ): i feel really badddddddd. ><

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had quite a good day today. started off by tidying my room! :O i never tidy my room :L.. yeye anyways then i went to meadowhall with my mummykinss and she bought me some neww clothes :)
errmmmm then i went to morrissons at hillsborugh. and tbh thats my day summed up LOL.

not heard owt fffrom selz :| :@ :((((((

the ratells gig <3

well it all started by us nearly missing the bus! had to run down the road for it ARGH!! haaaa! then when we finally got to town... we GOT LOST trying to find the plug LOL even though i've been there beforeee! then when we got there we rang BEN from the ratells & him & the lead singer came out & gave us our tickets THEY'RE SO FITTTTT!!!! :D
The 1st band were actually quite goood even though they all looked like mardybums... drummer was very fittt. but he couldn't sing HAHAAA.

thenn the next band wassss the RATELLSSSSS :D:D they were abs amazingg (8)CAUSE ITS THE SAME OLD STORY, I'LL HAVE ONE MORE THEN I'LL GOOOOO, BUT IF I LEAVE TOO EARLYYY THEN I MIGHT MISS TYHE SHOWWWW"(8) yeye, thenn at the end they all came forward and starting reaching into the crowd and stuff. selina had his doodar in her face ;) haaaa then he crouched down right in front of us & eye contacted me for like 10 seconds whilst singing to memeeeee! i swear i nearly had a heart attack cuz he was veryvey fittt. thenn danny was next too me on the other side & he was also very fit. it made me very happpyyy!!! LOL

errrr then the next band were.... okaaay. but they were quite weird... then the next band were just abs crapp so we left... then we saw the ratells at the chippy and were stalking them & taking pics of them :G then i tried to catch selinaaa a star :) hahaaaa!!

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today was quite good actually :)
my lessons didn't start till 11. so had a bit of a lie in :) then my lesson was MEDIA :) and im with mel & this new friend i met called imogen :) then we had to couple up & becoz i was sat near imogen i went with her :) haaa we had to analyse this magazine cover with eminem on the front "he's stood like a badman" lmao :L i think we did quite well tbh & the course sounds pretty fun :)
nowww, im just scared about tomorrow 'cuz i've got art on my own :( but then i got photography with mel & i CAN'T wait for that :D <3

college.

college has actually been quite fun these past couple of days. yesterday was the funiest though because we were doing this "team building" stuff. 1st our form were split into 2. and our half were set a challenge to get all of us through a little hula hoop in 10 seconds.. we did it in 12 LOL. then we were all blindfolded.. like sheep & james had to use a whistle to lure us all back into the pen. kinda scary but quite fun.
then.. this bit is bizzare.. i got into a group with kay, imogen & luke.. and we ran around like choochoo trains! YES! this is what i did at COLLEGE :D hahaaaa!
then we did this thing where we had to sit back to back and try and stad upp.. and i was with atleast 3 fit boys :P i was happy! LOL

yeah but all in all. i've started talking to quite a few people in our form noww & know quite a lot of names :) i think my form is amazingg! s'gonna be a fun year

great yorkshire run.

welllll.. todays been kinda funn actually. got up at like 7.45, and left the house at like 8.15.. got to town in my pink tutu :D ahaa and there was really no,one else in tutu's or fancy dress :L (throughout the race we kept having our pics taken cuzza our tutus) errmm. i didnt actually wanna do the race LOL it was megaaa hard. all the way to hillsborough on peniston road, and all the way back again!! ran past mcdonalds and i really wanted a burger! LOL. yeah well, we finally finished in about 1hr and 15 minss. s'not bad tbhh, coulda been better tho LOL.
afterr me and the mother crossed the finish line there was this photographer making us pose for photos... and yeah we were pretty knackerss yanoe after runnin TEN KILOMETRES; and the silly twat was asking us to do HSM jumps for the camera!!! when he finally left us alone, went to the peace gardens and met up with dad, sam & paul. and me and paul ran in the fountains :) then me and my mum ran in em & that pervy photographer was making us pose again! PERVERTTTT! haha
yesss.. then i came homee... ate food, and watched scrubs :D yay! LOL

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didn't do toooo much today.. actually did SOD all todayy. Well.. i got up at abouttt 9.00 which is quite early for me now'a'dayss, then spent about 2 hours on the laptop lol. Then i went out to morrisons with the motherr, and tbh. thats my day summed up! haha! im so lazy! though nowww, i am waiting for the Xfactor to come on and all of the other saturday night programs that i love, 'causeee im sad :) haha!
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today was very very fun indeeed :) me and the mother went to meadowhall & she bought me lots of new clothes ready for college :) tho now.. she's keeping them untill i hoover my bedroom! haha and i really cba.
im really looking forward to college tbh.. but then again i'm quite scared 'cause there's lots of friend making to be made, and im scared that im not gonna make any friends! :( LOL even though i have already made a fiend from college the last time we went to hillsborough. Emma :) and she's on her own tbh, so we've switched phone numbers and im making sure shes not on her own on the first daaaaaaay ^^ :) xxx

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todays been a really fun day tbh :) went to town with selinaaaaa and mitchhh, and it was PROPPER chucking it down! bad hair day!! bigstyleee, i blame mitch :P
but then it got sunnier & we went wandering and had a laugh like we usually do... wasted 73 of mitch mins ;) HHAAAA
i loveeeeee themm <3
still got my lad problemmmmmmmmm eeeeeeeeK! LOL

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i've done what i said i didn't want to do. i've met this lad online, and he's a pretty cool ladd & i dunno, i've gotten really close to him & i REALLY didn't want to do that, cause now he's on about meeting (he's not a perv, he's a mates mate LOL).. but yeah, now he's on about meeting, im really scared that im gunna dissapoint him.... he likes me for my personality, and the fact that he can talk to me, and tbh i know that i can talk to him. but yeah, scared that when he seeeeeeeeees my fugly mush that he's just gonna go running. which he will do. he really will. :\ & tbh im also scared of going to meet him on my own, i want one of my mates to be theree, so that i feel comfortable.
dunno what to do now. :L

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this has bee the laziest weekend of my life tbh. haha even though yesterday i did go to this fare thing at this park. it was pretty boring tbh, embarrassing moment as i got a piggy back from my dad, i ended up seeing someone from school :P ah' well. i love piggy backs too much yanoeee :P i aim to get a piggyy back from EVERYONE! yeeey!
errmmm today, i don't plan on doing too much tbh, c'ept ive gotta go to meds for a bit and hand in some CV's and stuff :)

it's nearly college! im kinda excited! but i'm really scared to. cuzz i know that its going to be megaaaaa funn, but ive got loads of new friends to make & im really quite scared. i already made 1 new friend from goingg last timee, she's called emma :) already said that she can have dinner with me mel n selz on the 1st day so that she's not on her own :) aww she's great :)

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was supposed to be going to meadowhall yesterday with the mother, but she took me to ikea instead ;o then to SAINSBURYS!!! haha thats stooping mega low. morrissons ftw :L

ummm today has been the laziest day what so ever =D.. got up at like 10. and sat down watching scrubs all day :) though i did get up to make myself some crisps <3 and a ham sandwich ^^ then i made some jelly :D then i sat down again.. scrubs <3 <3 then i played guitar hero, had a right hard song on it today, then i had sunday dinner :) and nowwwwww... im sat down again :D lovely.
i loveee my friendsss megaa ALOT!! lads comee and goo, but friends are always there for you. ALWAYS. its guarentee'd. mel selz mitch zach kelsey daveee <3 best ones tbh <3

GCSE results

i'm really pleased with my results :D i got 1 A, 2 B's and all the rest are C's :D... A in maths!! haha im megga chuffed. I'm really relieved though, because for the past couple of weeks i've been re-thinking my english & how much i thought i'd failed it! haha but i ended up with 2 B's! im chuffed! :D

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on a happier note :)
i've just made up with kelsey and its made me rather happy. i'm just really relieved that kelsey has a heart big enough to forgive me, cause believe me i KNOW that our fallout was my fault. i really do love her & i can't believe we let a boy come between us. i just hope that he's unhappy now because me and kelsey have made up & he can't do anything to stop it :)
iloveyou kelsey xxxx

mine n mels songs ^.^

that girl
number 1
ghetto gospel
mr me 2
stacys mom
control myself
drop it like its hot
put a donk on it
shake that
rockstar
can i have it like that
dont jump
scream
girls dont like boys
lapdance
she wants to move
fuck n spend
pokerface
fresh prince
smooth criminal
you had a boyf
sugar we're going down
bonkers
dance wiv me
ebay song
holiday
rich girl
livin' on a prayer
am i high
sk8r boy
girlfriend remix
NUMB/encore
obviously
oops i did it agen
superstar
beep
temparature
crazy in love
check on it
lose my breath
sex on the beach/car
filthy gorgeous
grace kelly
love today
dont stop till u get enough
war
billy jean
earth song
chacha slide
low
we made you
lonely
let me love you
roc ya body
white&nerdy
this much is true
starsign song
shake ya ass
just lose it
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just like to say that the "big decision"from the lastpostwasNOT whether tosplit with him or not, but because most peoplethought that and decided to have a goodgossip about it,thats exactly whats had to happen :( inever wantedit to fucking happen and now im fucking gutted. if it was left just between me and him,we could've..no WOULD'VE saved it, but because somany peoplegotdragged in,and 2 many opinions were flying about, it wasn't possible. so yeah imnotin the bestof moods tbh.
jus wanna say sorrytomitch tbh but atleast we'llalways be bestfriends(L) :'(

ps my spacebar isabitbroke thats why mytypingis crap.

mmm.

talked to joe yesterday &idunno why but it really cheered me up :) jade& jordan had just left so now its just joee&ben alone with the geordies ahaa. there's still alot of hype about us all goingg to leicester(Y) imexcited! i hope it happens :)

im also really quite pissed off that some people believe that something happened between meand joewhenit DIDNT!!! and also how people are thinking that imgoing to ditch them to hang around with evie &that lot... even though they live in leicester.are you FUCKING STUPID?! im not that kinda person,although i do LOVE the guys so megga a lot, i would never ditch my old friends for them, cause ilove them too much, but i just wish that they could just accept that i've actually made some newfriends.. that appriciate me and care for me, andi know zach totally understands because he's the one thats helped methrough this.iloveyouzach <3

& i rlly dunno whether i should be writing this on here,but i guess im just hoping thathe'll read it.. cause tbh, since my holiday & since i started talking about joe&ben... andwell..allof the guys tbh , it seems as if my bf has gone all jealous.. and everytime we talk, its different. i feel as if i can't talk to him anymore, i dunno what to do, causei'dtalk to him about it but i dont wanna make it worse... i've got quite a big decision to make tbh. :(

28.07.09

mmmm, feeling abit down todaaay, feelingg as if one person who i'm supposed to be megaaaa close to, isn't actually as close as i thought :\ not mentioning names coz they might read this, but i guess it all started while i was on holiday causee there was one night where i got really upset & joe sat with me, with his arm round me, talking to me until i was okay, and i know thats really nt much to ask for... but it made me feel special tht someone who i don't even know too well could be that caring for me & then i realised how differently people treat me at home.. and i KNOW they care, they jus don't seem to showww it. & iknow i shouldn't even be thinking about joe&ben but i can't seem to stopp. i miss themm youuknowww & the rest of them :(

Rhodes.

well then. Rhodes was abs amazinggg!
did endless amounts of stuff, didn't do much in the 1st week tbh c'ept pool, beach & boat trips :) was really funn (:
i think it was monday joeeee came up to me and started talking to me and introduced me to the rest of the guys, i met so many people on this holiday that i couldn't possibly remember all of their names, but there was a few who are really special to me noww, joe ben evie amy jade & jordan, me and melissa spent most of the second week with these guys and everyday was very memorable (: wednesday night we all went out for a drink and shared a fishbowl between the 9 of us, it was gorgeous!
but tbh i really wanna thank joe and ben for cheering me up on thursday and friday, i'll never forget friday with joe, it was great :)
but i also wanna thank ALL of them for making my last night very memorable, went out for dinner with the girls, shared a blue lagoon fishbowl (we regretted that one LOL) then met up with everybody at the eclipse, we left before everyone else but then when u all came up back to the hotel i had to cry when i left you all cause somewhere in the back of my mind i thought that we all may not ever see eachother again, but we made a plan that when joe gets his car he's gonna drive us all down to leicester to see the rest of the guys ( joe&ben live in sheffield too B] )

i know i sound so utterly lame atm but i really do miss these guys & this is one of theeee best holidays i've ever had, 1 cause mel came with me :) and 2. cause i met some of the most amazing people, love you all loads tbh <3

holidaaaaaay

haven't been on here in timeeeeeeeeee. but yeah been in rhodes. still am. going home tomorrow though :(.
today was really fun, met up with joe and ben on the beach.. then came back to the pool and met up with the rest of them :) i really do love those guys aha. im gonna miss em a lot tbh, though hopefully will see joe and ben agen in sheffield :)
im so bummed im going home tomorrow cause ive had a right good time with those lot, partying tonight (y)
xxxx

11.07.09

finallyyy goingg on holiday today ^^
but its not really a holiday till tomorrow, cause we dont actually fly till 9pm, i've never had a nightflight before ^^ ah' im really excited (:

i've just finished packing (: i hope ive got everythinggg :L i've got a feeling ive forgot something thoo :L

mmmmm, i've got a belly ache now :( aha.
im goingg to miss selinaaa and mitch & zach <3<3
xx

10.07.09

went shopping with Melissa today; final holiday shopping :)
i got me some new VANS ^^ maaahaaa, i love vans ye'knows. i bought a few other bits & some presents for the mother, seeing as its her bday when we go away.
urmmmm we're going away tomorrow! :D i'm so exciteddddd tbh.



mmm feeling abit weird tbh, feeling as if people dont want to tal to me :/ like i'm on msn and there seems to be tension between me and a few of my friends.. isit my fault? hmmph.

good news!

OMG!!! MELISSA'S PASSPORT HAS FINALLY COME! SO WE NOW KNOW FOR DEFINATE THAT SHE'S COMING TO RHODES WITH US!!! (#) i'm sooo exciteddd, it's gonna be the most fun holiday i've EVER had! ahaha, took their time though, silly people ahaha. but yes! im so so so mega happy! 3 DAYS!!!

i've gott to go to Rotherham today :( lol i hate it there, but i've got to get me some more contact lenses cause i only has one extra pair left, and i need more for holidayy xp

ahh' i'm really relieved about the passporttt! and im also happy cause i found out when paramores new album is coming out XD XD! i love paramore <3

07.07.09

urrrmmmm found out some bad news from a friend this morning, really doingg my besst to try and help him but its quite hardd yanoee.
yes anyway i also found out that the passport has been printed! WHEY HEY! but the couriers haven't got it yet (N) ahah. but yeah hopefully.. should only be a couple of days! (Y)

just downloaded quite a lot of music actually that adam got me into (Y) brokencyde, cobra starship and blood on the dance floor (Y).

aahh' my mum has booked me in to do thee great Yorkshire run. 10KILOMETRES!!! ayy dear -.- lmaoo!

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havn't wrote on this in ages.
well last week was quite a good week tbh. it was really fun. couldn't get rid of melissa :P aha.
monday; i went to hers to have a go on her NEW TRAMPOLINE omg i love it so much. lol.
tuesday; we went holiday shoppingggs and got some new stuffs.
thursday; went round again for the TRAMPOLINE lol
friday; we had to go to manchester for her passport interview aha. that was major funtimes, i thought we were going to get lost.
sunday; did my race for life (: then went to town with mitch & zach.

but im really pee'd off tbh, caus all of these passport people keep saying different things. 1 person said that we're deffinately gonna get her passport and she's deffo gonna beable to come to Rhodes with us. but when my mum phoned up today.. they said that they havnt even sent it for printing yet!!! what nobs! so yeah we're really struggling to get it in time tbh :\ hmmmm. i really hope it comes, cause im really excited... and i KNOW that she's excited. it'll be so fun.. fingers crossed tbh (yn)

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wow, this is my 1st blog in ages.
well, today was quite stressfull, 'causee i thought my art that i did last night was quite good, but mr.grayson is always so pessimistic and wants "more work doing to it" i mean yeah.. alright, but i had so much else to do!, i had my study sheet & my portrait, it doesn't sound like a lot, but trust me, its a lot!!
but i did manage to get it all finished, i just hope Grayson likes it, otherwise i'll cry.. cause its due it tomorrow.
YES. tomorrow. im free of art! well, until college.

my last propper week of school this week. we're not allowed to wear our jumpers that we get signed cause its NOT uniform. ahhh' bog off with yer uniform. its our last propper weeek!
anyway, im rambling now haha.

17.04.09

ahhh' the 2nd random day out with just mitchieemooob & me t'was meggaaa awesomes! (:yusss, i went round to mitch's 'end' 1st thing we did was take my 'new best friend' Braydeee for a walk. DAMN she's strong umm umm. then we went to the asdaa and mitchiee bought some cheapo drink & chocolateee. i'm sure he never ate that *-) haha! yuss, then we went to the reck for abit hurting our bumbums on the seeesaaaw umm. then we walked bacckk to mitchiee's houuse, and went inside on MSN, pissed ourselves laughing at sharon osbourne banging her head andd watched the end of the spongebob movie B] ... then we decided to go for a 'little' walk.. 1HOUR! to the morrisons but it was soo worth it cause we got ben and jerry's phish food ;]and coz we're lazy bums & coulcn't be arsed to walk bacck, we got the buss :] the ice cream melted and looked like a "big dump!!" pmsl! then we sat outside mitch's housee for ages, eating phish food, pranking peoples & writing moob on his walls :') it smells like fish at his endd - ly mitchiieemooob! (L) x

first day of the holidays <3, but guess what i was doing..... i was in schoool!!! doing fucking art! i didn't even get much done, causee tbh i really couldn't be bothered!
but.. when we went out for dinner we say SUMAYA <3 who we havn't seen in likeee 2 years. i learnt something really interestingg.. yet really shocking about her,which i dont think i should put, causee its kinda privateee.
well, we're meeting up with her again tomorrow <3 & hopefully we'll see eachother loads in college <3

havn't posted in a whileee.
mmmm. i've got twooo new obsessions :) christoferr Ingle PHWOAR! aaand. save the worl get the girl by the king blues :) meggaaa awesome song.

aaaanyway. today was abit.. boringgg.. but i guess i'm really happy causee yesterday i found out that ALL but one of my bestmates can come to my birthday sleeeepover :) i dont blame selz though, i know she TOTALLY hates sleepovers. it's going to bee amazingg. me & melissa are like.. already planning it. i hope to play twister... like a cool kidd B]

today was boring so yeah.. nothing really to say about it LOL except that i was really getting on with mr. grayson :S

art.

todaaay was the first day of my art exam and omds is was soooo BORINGGG Jeeeez i really cba with another 5 hours tomorrow... i doubt i'll even neeeeed 5 hours. cause my composition as got the tinsley towers, angel of the north & the tyne bridge. and i've done everything BUT my bridge. so tomorrow wiill be very easy. but very boring :( though i'll go more prepared with SWEETS :D
really cba though, hope i atleast get a C :(

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was supposed to be off to town with mitch & zach today, but mitch was ill, and my mum wouldn't let me go! gawwdd. so hopefully we's going tomorrow.
but anyway, i went to meadowhall for mothers day stuff, wow was a nightmare in there! and i bet i looked totally stupid walking round meadowhall with megga loads on flowers in my hands lol, i even walked all the way home, holding a plant to my chest LOL.
for the rest of the day, seeing as it was sooo sunny, i decided to just chill on the back garden :)

english >.<

full day of english today. wasn't tooo bad though cause helen, aneesah, leah and me were all in a group, working on speaking and listening and we decided to make it last all day so we didn't have to go back to normal lessons :) we made up our own question tho, cause mrs adam's was shit, we were arguing about which one of us got to win an award LOL, and yeah after all my hard work i ONLY moved up 2 marks ¬¬" she wasn't even kind enough to put it up to 43 for an A. she was in a seriously bad mood though, we were scared to do our speaking LOL.

hillsborough.

today was the hillsborough interview.
me and selina left at about 8.30 expecting to be at the tram stop for 9.00. all went to plan, then we thought it'd take just over an hour to get to hillsborough.. it didn't.. it took like 40 mins, so we were like 40 mins early to the interview!
the ''interview'' was okay, we all sat for a while whilst she talked to us, then we had lil mini convo's with her, i gotta say, it wasnt like a real interview. abitt lameee tbh. but we saw some megga fitttiiieessss which made it all worth while :)

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i never know how to title my blogs. lol, anyway that irrelavent.
Today wasn't too bad TBH. got up at 9.00 and watched 2 episodes of loast with the mother. WTF is that programme on?! its so confusing! i just don't understand it! one minute he's dead.. the next he's not!! lol
yeah then i went shopping. all on my lonesome :( haha but i needed to be on my own cause i was mother's day shopping and cause im kind, i bought the mother some daffodils :)
but for mothers day i got her this top from primark, cause she was looking at it yesterday and she wanted it so yeah :) and i gotss some cake.. need to buy flowers and maybe some other stuff next week though :)

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FRIDAY:
yesterday was kinda weird. cause i got home after school and got a text from morton asking me to go to a gig. so i thougt.. a gig.. YEAH!, which is kinda weid coz normally i woudn't go out anywhere with morton (no offence). the bands were all awesome TBH, the 1st band had to be my fave, and PMSL the bassist was megga strange :S he nearly fell onto us in the middle of the act. and then at the end of the song. he was nearly wacking me over the head with his bass lol.

the night was kinda ruined tho cause my new retainer was propper hurting me. and it was kinda a lame night out coz usually if im at gigs with my megga megga close friends i have a dance and a laugh, but being there with morton just felt so weird :S (no offence again). he was like really loved up and tryna hug me and that, and im sorry, but im not looking for that from you m'dear, we're friends and thats all (no offence again again.)

hopefully TCS gig will be full of dancing, bouncing and laughing :)

SATURDAY:
well i got up this morn, expecting to do nothing. my mum went out 1st thing and my dad was at work, she left me a note saying i should clean. so i was messing about with the polish, playing and spraying the polish near my dog, it got allover the floor lol so i cleaned it all off and ZOMG the floor was slippy! aaaanyway boring story OVER.

yeah i went shopping with the mother as her fashion advisor :) she needed a new outfit for this do she's going to, and in the end she picked out a dress and tights, very pretty :) and i got a new shirt, which made me happy B].

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jumby is coming to get us. aaaarghhh.
yeah lol. haven't written here in a couple of days.
well yesterday was the first day of selina's 10 hour exam, i felt really sorry for her lol, but yeah today she finished it and by what she says it sounds like an amazing pot.
urm my brains gone dead. i can't really remember much of today even though it dragged on for aaaggeeessss lmao.

p.e

PE was so fun today. we were playing cricket. laameee. but it was majorly fun as we were in the hall with the trampolines in it, so the ball kept going behind. so me mel & selina were all crawling all over the floor to try and catch this ball that just wouldn't stop! haha t'was majorly fun, though i ripped my trousers and burnt my hip! lol.

uhm the rest of the day was pretty dull tbh. though in guidance i was actually getting on with my teacher! which i dont usually coz he's a right big head :D

cinema today (:

today was funtimes tbh. though it started off veeeery ghey cause zach couldn't come because he was ill. ahwwwww.
aanyway, we finally went to see the unborn today. me and mitch got majorly amused by the cadbury's ad (H), yeah, well tbh the film was one of those films that makes u jump quite a lot. and it was quite scary, not as scary as i'd thought, but yeah still alot scary! me and mitch were hiding behind our hands LOL, bu mel was just sat there!
i also beat mitch's bumbum on the dance machine!
so yeah, overall it was a majorly fun daay (: and i don't feel like i've wated the weekend anymore :]

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feeling much better than i have beeeeeen :D

urm today, didn't really do much for a saturday :\ went to town with the mother.. is that sad? lol well idc what u think anyway cause going out with my mum is guarenteeeed to get me some new shizz. so yeah she finally took me back to blue banana to exchange my RIPPED jacket :o got a different style though. i don't want it ripping again, now do ii? lol, yeah and i also got a black and grey checked skirt. its uber cool if u ask me. but u didn't, so yeah :)
i'm quite excited for tomorrow tbh cause we're gonna see the unborn :) hoping its gonna be an amaazinggg day with 3 of my bestest friends (:

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i dunno why, but i've been in a really strange mood for the past couple of days, it's really weird cause i felt like crying but i dunno why. aaaanyway.. a brighter note?

uhhm, actually today was just really boring. lol. i found out that i've got to re-do one of my speaking and listenings.. and i dunno why. cause i got all B's :s AND i also found out i've got english revision for an EXTRA two weeks. lameeeeee.

i'm really happy though, cause i found this amazing band. and i know it sounds selfish, but none of my mates know about them and.. iloveit :D its also cool because i've seen them live before :p

anyway, this post was really boring.. just like my life lol.

happy (:

i'm really happy today cause FINALLY got confirmation that we're going to the TCS gig. i actually don't know why i'm so happy TBH. cause i've seen them live before. they're AMAZING.. but this time i'm gonna be sure to take some money for merch!
i'm also quite excited for the weekend (: me mello mitch and zach are going to seee "the unborn" it sound shit scary tbh. im scaaareeddd!!! lol

yeah nothing much really happened today except that me and mel encountered adam TWICE (: he's soo cute! lol

second post :o

this'll probably be as boring as the last :D

well, today was the maths exam.. Hmm, i guess it wasn't too bad, though out of all the questions that had to be majorly hard, it was THE LAST ONE! goddd! it was so hard!
i also had to stay for english revision again. YAWN, but t'was kinda funny cause one of the teachers cocked the whole thing up.. so our teacher got angry and started shouting at everyone! me and helen were just watching in awe pmsl.

i know this post is already really looong and dull but earlier i was thinking... people never ever really tell others how they feel about them and i just wanna take this oppertunity to say that melissa selina mitchell and zach are my best friends in the world. and i know it sound VERY cliche, but they honestly mean the world to me and i don't know where i'd be without them. iloveyou sososo much x

maths boring?

now then, my first post. i guess its gonna be pretty boring as today was also 'pretty boring'.
Well, Tbh, nothing can be worse than a whole day of maths.. or can it?
i mean, yeaah it was really boring, but in a weird way it was kinda fun. well i guess its not TOO weird that i say its fun as i WAS sat next to my bestfriend selina alll daaay :] eating sweets and drinking hot chocolate; haha she makes me laugh loads, it was pretty funny though cause she was eating some crisps, and the packet just fell on the floor, nobody touched it or anything! it just fell! spoooky! lol and, yeah, the crisps went EVERYWHERE.
so i guess maths isn't all that bad. well, not if yer sat with your bestmate :]